please keep my family in your prayers

[Johnzplan]

I got off work and am waiting for my ride to get to my house but i wanted to quickly post for your help in keeping me and my family in your thoughts and prayers

I found out my grandfather from west virginina is slowly passing away and i will be taking a trip up there sunday to see him, he's been fighting to stay alive for the last 10 or 15 years

and just today my nience Kania was rushed to the hospital for a very Dangerous feaver and i am waiting to go to the hospital to get some answers

so please keep us in your thoughts and prayers

thank you for your time

---Johnny

[NayNay]

Johnny, you know I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry to hear about your grandfather. I hope your niece is okay and if you need anything at all just to talk, I am here for you my friend..

[Johnzplan]

Thank you Nay Nay sooo much for your thoughts and prayers towards me and my family........ when i came home from the hospital and i called my aunt from West Virginina about my nince she said it best when it rains it pours and when it pours it thunders and when it thunders the black cloud never goes away.

well with out getting into graphic details about my niece who I consider uncle Johnny's lil princess, she has to stay in the hospital for a few days and it just broke my heart and than when I called my aunt to find out about my grandfather and to tell her that we will be there sunday---she said it was a mircle he survived the weekend in his condition------ they seem to think he is holding on because he seen everybody in the family expect my family and they seem to think we are the reason he is holding on to his life til he see's us one last time.

so it's been really depresing in the life of Johnny
but as they say never give up hope and just fight the good fight

again Nay nay your the best and thanks for being there for me as a friend

[malia]

My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I am sorry to hear about your troubles, and hope that your niece gets better and your grandfather finds peace in his afterlife. Be safe on your trip to see him.

[Johnzplan]

THANK YOU SOO MUCH MALIA---THAT MEANS ALOT

[Evil Zebra]

Johnny-

Also wanted to add that my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family too.

Keep us posted on how your neice made out.

[Johnzplan]

EZ Thank you for your thoughts and prayers and taking the time to post to tell me that....

well... here is an update which i really want the next update to be good news but it's not

i was told my grandfather has been givin three months to live and i had to cancel my trip sunday to see him because my nience Kania is getting worse, she's at the point in her health, she is in a dying range is how they put it. but there is Hope for her to be better... there tranfering her to another childrens hospital which is a better place for sick children. and they are working on her and trying there best to get her back to normal. which is closest to good news i have and of course my sister is emotionally depressed and about to be off the deep end.

so
as you can see life is not treating me very good this hoilday season which by the way i found out my cousin's dad who is not related to me by any means... he's not even married into the family and i never even met him....
but he's in prision on mudder charges and i would also like prayers and thoughts also to my cousin which is hard for her at her age to know that about her father or about the story and please contiune your prayers and thoughts......that's the only thing i am hanging on to for more hope

thanks again all for your thoughts and prayers and thanks for your time

Johnny

[NayNay]

Johnny, I am so sorry I haven't been on here the last couple of days, actually I haven't been online since I haven't been feeling good myself, but I have been thinking of you and praying for your grandpa and little niece. I am so sorry to hear that her condition is worse and I hope she will get better and your sister is in my prayers too.

I am sorry to hear that your other cousin is going through so much about her Dad and the murder charges. I hate hearing all of this and all of you are in my thoughts and prayers my friend!

[Johnzplan]

Thank you Nay nay for your thoughts and concerns,,, i hope you feel better yourself and back into shape in time for the hoildays

as far as my family goes..... i always consider my life and family survivors and i just have to believe that!

right now my sister is 5 months pregnant and she's going through a lot with this depression and i thank you for including her in your thoughts and prayers as well.

[malia]

I am sorry to hear that things are getting worse, but trust and have faith. I know it is hard, and that while we may not be able to see or understand the grand design everything happens for a reason. I will kee you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, and you be strong for your sister as she needs to protect the unborn as she worries about her other daughter.
Keep your head up and know that things will work out. I know this is not the way any one wants their holiday season to go, but it is at this time of the year when we all have more faith and kindness for our fellow man and miracles seem to happen.

[Johnzplan]

Malia,
Thanks so much for this post...it really did bring up my sprits and i have not lost my faith over this even though it was tuff holding on to it but your post proves the power of Prayer and Thoughts really do work.. I got a call from my sister early this morning around 8 30 AM because she was EXCITED that my nience finially ate a whole plate of food for breakfest and kept it down with out a problem because for the last week she could not and they were on the verge of putting a feeding tube in her but so far they will hold off on that to see any more improments within my nience eating habbits and there is a possiablity she will be home for christmas as long as this keeps up. So....so far this at least is making some progress
and I will be spending the night over my nience hospital room today and hopefully....i won't call off or leave work early any more as along as this contuines to be a good postive progress. and hopefully i can get back into the game of my website and MB Posts and to also take the time to go see my sick grandfather as well

I got to believe that Kania will be home in time for christmas and my birthday, that I want Santa to bring me more than anythng in this world.

Again Malia... you are sooo kind and i THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES ONE AND MORE AFTER THAT for your concerns, thoughts, Prayers, and just your support alone is AWESOME!!

I am not forgetting you NAY NAY and EZ... you both are wonderful supporters of all this mess i am going though and again just like Malia..I THANK YOU Over and Over again for your concers, thoughts, prayers, and support through this whole ordeal.

you guys are the BEST!!!!!

So keep praying.... it's soo far working for my family on the positive side.

[NayNay]

Johnny, I am so happy to hear about your niece is improving, I have been praying for all of you and thinking of you all. I believe that everything is going to be okay and Kania will be home for Christmas and your birthday as well. Believe me there have been times that I have been close to death and because of prayer I am still here. I am no saint by any means for everything I have been into in my life, but I am still here for a reason and I know little Kania still has a reason to be here and she will be okay! I am here for you my friend and always will be.

[malia]

Johnny,
I am SO happy that your niece is doing better, I will continue to send her my thoughts and prayers, along with the rest of yoru family. I will add your request to my list for Santa as well.
Be strong and keep your faith, everything will work out for the best.

Malia

[Johnzplan]

Thanks NAY NAY and Malia again for your thoughts and prayers.........

well more good news and more bad news

the good news is Kania is improving each and every day

but the bad news is she will be in this new hospital for 4 to 6 weeks which is over christmas and my birthday and new years and my request to stay in the hospital for chrstmas eve with my sister and kania was rejected

this to all to be expected as my birthday coming up as i have been cursed on that day since i was born lol

and on top of that my grandfather is getting worse as the day goes by

and the latest thing is my mom won't have nothing to do with me again which is over a opinion i expressed and she's pissed at me over it. you would think after 23 years of my life I finially meet up to her standers as a perfect son. i don't know.... and she wonders why i have been on my own since I was 15
well i think i am done with her for good right now..

[Coffeenole]

John, rest assured that you and your family will be in my prayers. Try to keep strong in faith to bring you through the rough times, and know that the Lord will bring you through the adversity...